September 2010
1 post
June 2010
1 post
October 2009
29 posts
Today...
was the best day in a looong time. Things felt RIGHT. That’s what I’ve needed. Sometimes you have to put all your trust in someone and just pray that they don’t let you down. I’m trusting him. Third times a charm…?
People. Are. So. Confusing.
Scratch that...
No haunted house:(
Haunted house in Nashville with the boyfriend...
11940.) he was given 6 months to live... 4 months...
iswimforbrighterdays:
blogsecret:
im not allowed to see him anymore, and its killing me inside, that maybe when i do come back.. he wont be there. and i’ll have lost the love of my life, cause i was an idiot, fucked up, and got grounded for 2and a half more months. If hes gone.. ill blame my mother for keeping us apart for the rest of her life, cause i lost him for the rest of his.
this made me...
DONEDONEDONE
With everyone.
Bye.
August 2009
2 posts
I guess love isn’t enough for him…
The proud mommy
of an Audi A4(:
July 2009
26 posts
Laying in the er with ivs waiting for my ct scan results is amazing…
I just got in a wreck and my head is bleeding. Someone wasn’t paying attention and she rearended me. And my car is probably totalled. Yay!
Today sucked. The end.
I’m unsure of what to think. Everything is just so confusing… Why is life so confusing?
Derek and i went to the riverwalk and downtown. I’m sure he got some good pictures. He always does. I guess being out and about got my mind off some things for a bit. But i’m on my way home now. I’m in the car… We have to run errands for my mom. I really miss blake. I hate all of this… Maybe he won’t be mad at me…
FML
The DirecTV people are here. Derek and I are scared. They are big scary black guys.
I’m not going to let it ruin my day… Derek and i are going to go do something… I guess the mall and downtown for pictures… I love blake, i just hate when i never get to see him… I want him to be happy and i hate that he isn’t. Oh well. Fml.
So, of course i won’t get to see blake today. When do i ever see him when he says i will… Story of my life.
Today was actually pretty decent. Derek took pictures. They were amazing. As always. Hopefully, i’ll get to see blake tomorrow. I miss him bunches. We haven’t got to spend much time together since he moved out. I really enjoyed him being here. But, i understand that he has stuff that needs to take care of and he needs everything to be right with his family before he leaves for the...
I’m out and about running errands with asheli. I’m not getting out of the car or anything but it feels nice to finally be out of the house doing something. Derek is coming back tonight so that makes me happy:) today isn’t too bad:p
AHHHHHHHHHHH
First off, I’m sick of little scene kids getting Nikon D40s to be “cool”. Second, I’m sick of kids that take 485549859486 pictures of themselves wearing the same thing in the same position with different faces. It KILLS me. Why are people so stupid?
I’m laying in bed and I can’t sleep… I hate feeling like this. I miss blake. I miss derek. I just want to be happy. I can never sleep anymore. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, my throat hurts… I’ve gained a million pounds. I hate it. But i can’t really do anything about it. I can’t do any activity because my spleen may rupture at anytime:( i just want...
